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| xanga- it's time to start seeing other people.
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| i love april. everything happens in april. april marks the beginning of mating season, the calling of almost summer, the end of a school year, the moment you debut your pale legs, the month where all your most important memories happen.
april for me is always that month where i realize something. jan feb march i am on the brink of that something and i'm pushing through and then in april BAM i see the light!
i've learned so much since i've been in la that i can't even begin to describe... but my favorite part about life and God is the story of redemption. redeeming that part of your life you were afraid of, or thought of as impossibly impossible, or what you really truly longed for in your heart but thought could never come about. we don't really deserve redemption but i also love that story of grace.
so i love you april, and Creator of april. happy spring my friends!
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| DOES ANYONE NEED A RIDE TO BERKELEY THIS WEEKEND?!? commme witthhh meeeeee
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| texting kinda stresses me out. like i wish i was better at it but whenever i have any words to write it takes me like 6x longer than the average person. i think i have a hard time with abrupt messages because it's not the way i actually speak.. i like to use all these unnecessary words to make things sound nicer but with texts you have to write the words that are actually needed.
there's also pressure to make some sort of witty or delightful comment in your text, and even if the conversation is just for informational purposes you can't just be like "k".. you have to be like "okay ya sounds good and [insert witty comment] lols".
and then when you're not sure if you're supposed to be having a conversation, or if you're just having one of those text sessions where its just meant to tell you something really fast but they don't actually wanna talk to you?
and then you wonder how long do you wait until you text the person back? its less instant than im-ing, but faster than calling someone back so what is the proper time limit that separates being too eager, but not making the person wait too long? because you never want the person to know you are waiting by your phone at all times.. because of course you arent...
and then there's waiting for that response, right. so when you make this funny joke and the person doesn't write back for like 40 minutes you start to feel insecure about that funny joke you just made and you're like oh, maybe i should have added a smiley? or a jk? maybe i should have used a comma? maybe i didn't send it? and then you check your outbox and then you realize you are spending way too much time holding your phone and thinking about texting.
however, despite my hardships i am always happy to hear my phone tell me someone texted me. haha
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| i feel like nightlife is one of the few institutions that is set up in a way that gives girls power. girls have power the moment they choose what they are gonna wear, which is insurance for attention + freebies. so once the girls get in free, and guys pay $20, then the guys have to approach the girls and the girls decide whether or not this guy is worth talking to. if the guy is cool, it's only because the girl decided he was. if the guy is not cool it's because he didn't buy her a drink or did buy her a drink and is now a sucker. if a guy is confident, it's because he's not afraid to talk to a girl. if he's afraid to talk to a girl, he's standing in the corner checking out girls and looking creepy, and the girls are freaked out so he loses his game.
one power the guy does have is his conquest for phone numbers. there are those guys that just wanna get numbers for the record, but will never call you. but girls know these types so it doesn't matter in the end. those kinds of guys are categorized "tool" so that's automatic negative points for him anyways, and all the girls' girlfriends will be like girl, watch out for that guy.
but, in a place you give girls power, it's the least empowering power there is. there is superficial flattery and lines used on you probably used a million times and that's the extent the female club girl power takes you. once the connection crosses the boundary to emotional connection, girls tend to lose the kingdom and boys, the power seems to become yours.. but for now, watch out for those girls at the clubs, because they are just as superficial as the guys there too.
haha... so nice church boys i salute you. because everyone else is troubllllle
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